Never Have Too Much F.A.I.T.H.

you know what happens when you have too much F.A.I.T.H.? you lose, big time, and it hurts so bad u feel like that saw just sawed you in half, eh?

i had an overload, excess, too much of faith for the past few years.. that the sun will always shine its light on everything, and even if there was a dark spot where a ray could not reach, one day it too will get some light. that things wud forever be good and there wud be no harm, evil, or badness in this alien-antennaed world. i probably wud have gone my entire life being sweet, innocent and naive had it not been for the very good men i've had in my life so far. they've taught me wat it feels like to grieve. wat it feels like for them to one day just turn around and slap my face hard and say "haha, you're screwed!".

note: if u have the time, listen to "Light Years Away" by MoZella. i love the lyrics and love the song. maybe i might upload it onto this page.

seriously, i put way too much faith in things.. too much of my time and energy. it all goes down the drain, into the sewage, thru the pipes and into whatever type of water body they get thrown into. sometimes i think that i've lost every last bit of my faith and hope. cos seriously.. trusting is never a good thing. when its a good thing, something bad is gonna happen.

i'm turnin into quite a pessimistic little drag. i'm not going to depress you anymore. good night! i'm off to la la land.